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Rebel Runner
04:17
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Running from my shadows
Captive by my own past
Trying to change direction
From this drugged infection
Pace is slow but surely
I will rise in victory
Rebel Runner escapes
From the drugs he intakes
Chasing down the refuge
From the land to the sea
I hide from the monsters
From the torment they bring
Taking souls of all kinds
Drugging them with poison
Polluting the nation
Mind control invasion
No matter where I go the past still holds me
I can't run from it
I gotta face my fears can't let them hold me
Rebel Runner....
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2. |
Circle Of A Loop
05:18
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Isolated in my room again
Like the world is currently like my friends
And they complain how they hate being alone
But it's always been this way with me at home
Oh this inner life I live indoors
This loneliness I can't bear anymore
Going back and forth
Feeling worn again
Circle of a Loop
Slowly losing friends
And every night I wonder why
I screw it up with my friends all the time
Going back and forth
Feeling worn again
Circle of a Loop
Slowly losing friends
Watching Breathless on my TV screen
Feeling lonely as can ever be
While all my friends are talking to their peers
Avoiding all the pain that I still feel
Help me get back up in time again
Coping with this constant loneliness
Oh help me get back up in time again
Recover me from this whole angst within
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3. |
Floating Ghosts
05:02
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There once was a man who lived alone
With no one to talk to and no one to hold
Upon a hill he lived in fear due to all the folks who hurt him dear
And through his life he never socialized to anyone about his pain
As it was coiled up real deep inside and later burning him alive
And as time passed he died away, alone forgotten out of place
And through his life he lived alone, not feeling loved in any way
Floating ghosts, they're all around
They're never noticed till they hit the ground
Isolated they struggled alone, they went unnoticed still unknown
And in their fears they walked away abandoning a friend's embrace
Floating ghosts, they're all around
They're never noticed till they hit the ground
Isolated they struggled alone, they went unnoticed still unknown
And in their fears they disappeared and never felt true love so dear
There once was a woman who was too afraid of meeting someone new always
Since she felt often betrayed, she felt unsafe from pouring her heart outward away
And through her time she stayed unchanged as she remained inside her hiding place
Never leaving that place her comfort zone, she lived the rest of her life alone
And as time passed she died away, alone forgotten out of place
And through his life she lived alone, not feeling loved in any way
And as time passed they died away, alone forgotten out of place
And through their lives, they lived alone, not feeling loved in any way
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4. |
Time To Leave
03:10
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And though you're so afraid, it's time to leave
Stop being a ghost, open the door, find the friend you need
Cause no should struggle alone in this world we're living in
And you'll find someone close with the struggles that you feel
And though you're so afraid, it's time to leave
Just take a breath and take a step into reality
Cause no one should feel alone in this world we're living in
Yeah no one should struggle alone deep in isolation
Yeah no one should struggle alone in this world we're living in
And you'll find someone close with the struggles that you feel
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5. |
Point Of View
05:34
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Why do I fall for someone brand new
And why do I love I'm unsure confused
Do I love her for the way she is
Or is there something more than this
And if she changed,would I love her the same
As the time when I didn't even know her name
And if I looked into her point of view would I love her the same
And if I looked into her point of view would I move on the next day
And if I looked into her point of view would I love her the same
And if I looked into her point of view would I move on the next day
Or remain the same
Why did I feel the same way for years
I've haven't seen her since I've disappeared
And if someone ever came my way
Would I prefer the other one that day
Or if I had her would I love her the same
Or would those feelings dissolve and fade away
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6. |
Alone Again
04:38
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I don't know how, but I've learned to adjust with loneliness
It's all too late for me to fall back in love again
I've poured by heart to so many folks in foolishness
Down feeling crushed back into this void of emptiness
And it shouldn't be this way
Falling into pain
Being someone else to feel loved myself
When I could be me, alone and free
In isolation, alone again
I'm moving on from all of the things that I regret
It's best for me to simply go on and just forget
In solitude, i've learned to move on and feel refreshed
Cause life's all too short to fall back in love with someone else
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7. |
Come Swim
04:16
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Cutting cords, cutting connections
I've fallen to this pit of despair
Drowning in a sea of emotions
I find it hard to breathe when I'm sinking deep, can't swim
It's hard to drift afloat in the midst of all of this
A busted heart inside I fall apart
Into this cave of all I feared
Banging heads with my own emotions
I find it hard to fight all the things that brings me down
When I'm sinking deep in the midst of this can't swim
Oh you will swim again, one day in time
And you will breathe again as you start to fly
Oh you will swim again, one day in time
Pushing through again over ocean eyes
I'm finding my way through this loop of a circle
I'm trapped in this room that I can't escape
I'm reaching for you in this would of commotion
I find it hard to breathe when I'm sinking deep, can't swim
It's hard to drift afloat in the midst of all of this
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8. |
The Void
07:02
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I haven't got it all figured out
I'm drowning in my doubts of the love that I once found
And does it remain has it gone away
Is my first love here to stay
Has it left me to decay
Oh are you still around if I've fallen down
Into the void of all my doubts
Would you love me the same, if I ever lose faith
And would you lift me up if I stumble twice
Into all the things I cannot fight
Would you love me the same through all my mistakes
I'm losing a grip of my beliefs
Those voices they deceive, they always cause me grief
But you alone are what I need
Are you still with me today or have you gone away
Don't let me fall away, don't let me fall away
Don't let me fall
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9. |
Silence On The Other End
05:11
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A day out there wish I was home instead
Back in my bed finding time to rest
All of my friends have content on the internet
I tend to chat with them on hours end
I push myself to see them now and then
Why I can't I simply seem to talk to them
It's so bizarre that all your online friends
Are offline hard to talk to on the other end of the line
And I'm standing in the quiet, fighting silence
Not knowing what to say, wished it would go away
And I'm just trying through the shyness
Should I just walk away, see someone else today
A day out there wished I was home again
Staying the way I am on the other side of the line
Why am I such an awkward introvert
Who tries to be such an extrovert but I'm not
I push myself to see my friends
I'd hate to lose them and start again on the other side
They mean so much to me all my friends
Why can't I ever be so confident on the other side
I push myself to see my friends
I'd hate to lose them and start again on the other side
They mean so much to me all my friends
Oh I wished I had the self esteem to talk to them with confidence
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10. |
The Dream
04:17
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Should I leave the dream today
The magic is fading away
Cause music ain't my best forte
I said what I wanted to say...anyway
Should I leave the dream today
Stop all the things that I do
And I'll quietly retire then
Silence and further no more
And I'll slip away from the dream today
And I will soon endure to a brand new phase
And I'll slip away from the dream today
Oh I will fade away to a brand new place
Should I leave the dream today
Move on to something brand new
Should I follow all my peers that way
To another venture to do
Should I leave the dream today
Stop all the things that I do
And end what happened after all these years
Left dead and uninspired
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11. |
Always The Same
03:17
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Lord I've fallen down
I've grown weary
Intoxicated by pornography
And I've grown weaker in my loneliness
Alone I'll ever be in this wilderness
And it's always been the same for me
Falling back into the things that consume me
And I'm reaching out for you inside the dark
To pull me out to finally end this arc
Lord I need you more than ever
Take these pleasures and give me shelter
I've been holding slowly losing grip
Help me let them go and face my failures
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Isaiah Villar Corona, California
CYCLES OF CHANGE out now
email: villarmusic2000@gmail.com for any inquires
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