I am disappointed in the way I go around things
I'm disappointed in the way I live my life
I wish I was a better friend
A better son
A better person overall
Maybe it's best that I take my time for myself
Figure out how to be a better person
Maybe it's time that I separate
And never come back

The walls are caving in
The void is getting larger, getting wide
I fear my thoughts and what's inside
A threat of violence through their eyes
I isolate from all my peers
Locked the door head confined
Suppressing everything I can
Until I'm freed from this desire

Cause I don't want to be a deadbeat friend
A scum in their eyes
A monster in their sight
And I don't want to bruise the ones I love
Letting them down until they had enough
Yes, I don't want to be a deadbeat friend
A scum in their eyes
A monster in their sight
And I don't want to hurt the ones I love
Letting them down until they had enough
And so I separate myself until I'm sure
That the habit leaves from me
Till I'm cured

My spirits wearing thin
Of living up to what they think of me
Alone in all of this
The pressures kicking in running deep
So I leave them all behind
A fraud I am
A failure from within
Rejecting everything I can
Until I overcome this sin

Cause I don't want to be a deadbeat son
A garbage can that can't do anything
And I don't want to fail the ones I love
Disappointing them until they leave
Yes, I don't want to be a deadbeat friend
A scum in their eyes
A monster in their sight
And I don't want to hurt the ones I love
Letting them down until they had enough
And so I separate myself until I'm sure
That the habit leaves from me
Till I'm cured